I repeatedly said that. I got MC yesterday and i supposed to do a little bit of my work or at least start typing a word ! I read a lot and found a lot of ideas but i still can't sort out the best idea of all ! Well, it might because of my severe head ache now but it supposed to covered by this bundle of work. I have another 10 days to submit my thesis. My God !
Well, blogging come to my mind when i tried my best to find a best word to start with. What to blog?
Ok, actually few months ago was quite an adventure for me and best of all was, i become a photographer ! Yay ! I mean, officially taking picture for a client wedding. That feeling of first will always be the best and i can say that it was awesome.
So, few week before the wedding, I asked Kiokie to accompany me to go but we often stumble with 'things to do' and can't decide to go together. Right on time, Abby offered to go with me with a condition 'I don't want Kiokie to go'. haha. We planned to drive from Keningau to Tuaran and the driver will be Eqo. Then it decided.
But time goes by and thing doesn't go as we planned. It end up - me driving the car to Tuaran and we drop in UA1 Bustop to fetch Kiokie. Finally the three of us head to Tang Dynasti Lodge Tuaran and have a night sleep there.
I was expecting things like 'having fun and smile all along and act as profesional as i can when the work time come'. However when it comes, i am more exhausted. I was excited at first but my chinggu was bore to death. Pity her, i can't do anything :( And i pretty understand her feeling. Been there before tough. Deep in my heart, i determined to give my best for the night time because it's her time to play around in 1B - bowling, cinema, archery etc.
But once again, it doesn't go as i planned. I can't handle my head ache and it seems bring me so slow and weak. Thank God, Kiokie was with us and he accompany her playing the archery. I rushed to the nearest toilet with my shivering leg and once again the cold and hot feeling seemed being switch on and off all over my body. Oh God, why it come in a time like this? I went to the toilet and cry, it was shameful ! really. She spent a boring day for me but i can't even accompany her even for a while. :( I am really sorry chinggu.
So we head back to find hotel in town but pity us, all hotle displayed "FULL HOUSE". So we have no choice but to go to the nearest town to find a place to stay overnight. And Thank God, Sutera Inn was available.
I can't tell every details of what happen then but it was a blast. I met my limit, i met my new ability, i increased my confidence, i learned to control my emotion and i knew with God i now can handle thing better than before, and more important, i found out what a true friendship is.
Thank God we arrived safely in Keningau although i was sleepy while i am driving back.
I got to met dad and mom in Hospital and day laughed at me because i was exhausted, just because i drove all the way to Tuaran and back to Keningau. Dad said "Biasala tu kalau belum pandai. Semua pun kau takut". yah i admit, it was my first time driving for quite a distance with a manual car. Well, i didn't take it to my heart but the laughter he gave to me. Thank you dad for letting me see the laughter again. I love you.
Hmmmm.... What will happen next? I don't know. I wonder what kind of adventure awaits ahead. I am excited !
XoXo
Mr. Camera
Here are some of the photo i loved to keep regarding to last weekend event :)
Thank you for the experience :)
Now come on brain, let's do the thesis.
