It was sad to realize that a single trouble can distract me from my life's intention. Day 27, 28 and 29, when i flash it back, it was a days of blessings. I wonder how i missed that moment of glory only because of a single thing. It does disturb me up until now but i shouldn't let that eat up my day. I shouldn't let it tear up the hope(s) i bring with me everyday. Yeah, it was hard to go through but i would've remember that God never let me got through something i can't hold on to!
See, that's Friday morning, i went to IPG to attend classes but it end up with 'me going back to the room and cry' . I don't know what really hurt me. Emotionally unstable. But i do like it when i called God along the tears and i was like 'God, u see me crying and u understand the pain , also the cause of the pain which i don't understand at all. I am not sure anymore about what will happen next. everyday was a surprise to me and i seemed can't go through that anymore. But God, u did promise to us that u're near to the broken hearted and you'll come to comfort. I know i can't see u now and i can't reach ur hand but i want to feel ur hands and hug now because i really really really need You.' and i was like raising my hands and imagining Him holding it tightly I know i won't feel the physical touch but i know He is crying with me while hugging me tightly.
Friday evening, i was meeting up with my friends - The Ohana at the studio. I didn't concentrate with all of that, just taking picture. I was thinking about our journey to Kopungit. Seems like something will happen and it'll effect me. And for real, it's happening. The car that we planned to go with suddenly can't go and that means, we need to go by bus. So the real problem here is, we don't have enough money and didn't planned to do so. Anyway, we resolve it quickly by telling our leader that we'll go by bus . We (Debora and I)
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| This is the hair that i fall in love with. |
Saturday morning comes, we woke up early to prepare everything for our Church Choir visitation to Kopungit Church along with Lumat SDA Church Choir. Eyster was the person to get up, followed by pepem and mel. Debora and I, we really get scolded this morning because we wake up 15 minutes later than them. So, speaking about make-over thingy, i was planning to just let my hair hang straight but finally i curled it and i am so freaking-in-love with it. If last night i was saying to cut it, now i begin to kiss my hair :)
So the hair lift up my confidence i can say. I ain't walking with my head down anymore. And, The journey with Debora was awsome. We were sharing along the way front and back, eat a lot, travelled to Double Six and Tanjung Aru Resort and watching the sunset at Crocker Range Park before we set up to dinner and back to Church Guest Room. It was a tiring weekend but i can assure it was interesting.
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| Delicious Fruit ABC :) |
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| Double six - What a history ! |
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| Credit to Brandon Choo for the shoot :) |
Early Sunday, Eyster was the first awake again because she'll be one of the elector. I haven't register and i am dying to go for election. =.=
Today, i was spending my day sitting in front of my laptop, sleeping and eating all day long. I hope i can do something to the photos i took few days ago until now.
Mr. Camera
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| My sister - pepem with KAY uniform and me |
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| This is our debora |
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| So, we are eating all day long! |
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| Debora with her bread :) |
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| This waffle was too sweet ! |
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| The team singing You're Mine ! |
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| Lumat SDA Church Choir |
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| My twin :) |
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| So, they were saying that we look like twin :) |
XoXo
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