What a fine morning to say many great things to the Lord. I was praising Him a lot today for the blessings He gave me especially when i was in the exam hall.
Let's say that was a simple introduction i can give for my first paper on this final exam. Today, i wrote a lot . For 2 essay, i wrote 8 pages. And it was a long time since i wrote that much. I actually amazed , really amazed with God's work. I mean, i was stressing around with a lot of stuff in my mind few days later. And i was thinking that i can't pass through the exam. I haven't study and i won't have time to study or i won't have time to do another work. But, God is good. When i pray He help me to calm down and of course He tag along some of my best of friend to cheer me up, to help me up and to support me. I really thought it would be hard but this morning when i sit for my exam, i was like 'Wah i know this, i know this, i know this, i read this before, i know what to write' and so on. I was too happy back then that i didn't stop praising God. I mean, i really know that if He didn't help me, what could i do ? I cannot do anything. Abby, Eyster, Yoyong, Dora, Ipong, Goroi, Roy, Golin, Elsie, Singa, Aldawin, Andree, Axcidy, Gyrle, Adrian, Lola, Yna, Pian and those who i didn't mention here, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME IN MANY WAYS.
I praise Your Name Oh God, Who's on high 'cause i know, you deserve all the praise! And i know that Your love ever flow, never end 'till my last breath, and so i praise You, Over and over again!
That song keep playing in my heart and mind these few days. I mean, I played that all day long, along when i study, sleep, etc. The song is composed by Mr. Helmy Hazel a.k.a Yoyong for his AIU project. I remember last time when i asked him to sing the Thai Anthem Song and he refuse to do so. He said he haven't learn the Anthem Song. Then, With our curiosity, Wendy created her own Thai Anthem Song and we sent it to Yoyong. I don't know what exactly his respond when he heard that, but really it sounds crazy, with krap hai something, Wendy just blurted out and mimic the Thai dialect and and and it was real SOMETHING - Funny! haha.
And , thank you Yong for the song, i mean your song, it was really SOMETHING too, that it brings my soul to praise God in various way. Will do the cover later. Been practicing it a little yesterday with Eyster's Uke but sadly i have to leave it a while to do the Pathfinder Guidon.
So to speak, my sister ROFL at me yesterday when she saw me with my packed bags. I blurred out a while. Why? Then finally i find out that she was laughing because i was suddenly there with my packed bag. Ok, my sister was real something on this imagining thingy. She can laugh for every little thing. I mean, she always find a funny side on a thing. Example, yesterday i was saying that i'm going to concentrate at hostel for my exam and suddenly today i was here at Church's Guest Room again. I don't really know what she was thinking about the 'funny' side there but she said 'Lucu o kau, kemarin berabis bilang mau study tiba-tiba sampai banyak barang lagi tu. Ko mo tinggal sini ka? urang lain exam kau jalan-jalan' Then laughing again. *Pepem pepem* *Geleng kepala*
I act like i don't care and laugh along with her but far inside me, i was thinking the same thing too. IF i have a choice, i can choose to stay and let them do the work but is that how a leader should be? I don't think so. I rather study with them while they are doing their work. I feel that situation. When i do something, i needs company. I mean, someone i can trust or lean on to. It's ok if she/he doesn't do anything as long as she/he sits there and accompany me. Treat people like you wanna be treated. Good old saying. If everyone doing the same thing, i can assure that this world is no longer a war zone, you can left your door opened all day long without hesitation. If that can't be, at least i'm trying to apply what i know. Be the change you want to see in this world - Prison Break Freak.
I was spending my time creating the Pathfinder Guidon until 9pm something. I am thankful for having Lojius and Wendy for helping me and Pepem for keep laughing with us. May God bless our hard work. AMEN.
Xoxo
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