Lihat, aku mengutus kamu seperti domba ke tengah-tengah serigala, sebab itu hendaklah kamu cerdik seperti ular dan tulus seperti merpati. Matthew 10:16
Indeed a good breakfast i got to walk my path today. It said that according to the research conducted on adult in 60, 72% of them regret for abandoning their work time in their youth day, 67% said they regret about their work choice, 63% said, they were regreting not spending time to shale their children and etc.
I can see that a lot of people regret their past. And those regret won't run away from any human being. So I better do anything with all my might or i will regret it later. God said, He gave people a lot of wisdom. And because i am walking in a road full of thorns, i need to be wise yet stay humble.
And today, i face a lot of thing that needs me to choose and to make a choice is about to face a regret later.
What take me to the bottom of my heart is, WHY I AM SO AFRAID TO OPEN MY HEART , AGAIN?
Well it is one of the greatest fear i have up until now. Maybe i need to wait a little longer? I don't know. Really i don't know.
If i say YES then what will happen to the future? Will i smile to the end or will i cry again? I don't know. That makes me really REALLY afraid.
I wonder where this road will take me. *Deep Sigh*
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