I come to know 3 feelings today - Guilty followed by hurt then come afraid. I just choose a path to go yesterday and today i already face with enemies i aint looking for. And when i ask, a person told me that the other person comes to hate me even before i came to that occasion. The strong reason they uttered was "She mean to steal others boyfie". woah woah woah. It shocked me to death and i started blaming myself and feel like running away.
But another person come, telling me that it's ok to feel that way. It's normal and i just need to treat my feeling right. Understanding and appreciation comes.
Oh by the way, i don't feel better today. And i was experiencing a headache when the year 6 students come to me. So i did NILAM in the library. Something important to remember happened again. I read the book for my student. EQ book. And suddenly he cries. I was shocked back then and finally i understood that the story i kept telling him was similar to his.
Well, i changed the story to dinosaur then but it caught my attention about : to be friend with my students, i need to at least listen to them. So to speak, we're more close now.
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