I was excited to go out from home as today we were planning to go on Train's trip. I cannot wait to see the team's face. So, in a rush, i went out but then blurred out --- Why did this sorrounding change a lot? When did this Beaufort change to war-field?
I Was running, not knowing where i should go. Far away i saw F.dady (Pr.Justin). I wave to him and he wave back. I increase my speed with hope i can hug him and tell him that i am afraid. I couldn't see Jade or Jess or f.mom (lelen) anywhere. I am not sure what had happen and i really needs someone to answer my curiosity I can see big and small holes everywhere. I can sense something bad had happen when i feel asleep last night. Now i was regretting not saying anything to mom and dad (My real mom and dad) at home last night before i went to bed. Now i was regretting that i didn't keep my phone with me all the time, now that i lost 'em i cannot reach anyone.
Now, f.dad is getting near and i can see the empathy and sadness in his eyes. I was going to reach his hands when f.mom come out of nowhere. She harshly pulled f.dad's hands and take him away from me. I stood up there with my mouth and eyes open wide as i never saw her acting like that. She was very nice before that everyone adored her. Why all of sudden?
She was whispering to f.dad ear while giving me a sharp glance. f.dad now walking near me and start to harm me. I was speechless. What on earth was happening to them? I really don't understand. All i know now was F.dad change after F.mom whispered something. That harm that f.dad gave me is nothing compared to the feeling of seeing them changing. It was real hurt !
"Yooooo, it's 4.30 in the morning. The train will leave us ! Wake up" That Midya's voice
Jade said Why didn't my alarm rang?
Koyo answered "It did but u turned it off"
A moment later i realized that the changes i experienced before was only a dream. I inhale deep and said THAK GOD before i jumped to realization that the dream eat up my time to prepare for the train's trip! OMG, we were late, and there were 7 of us in the house. We only have 15 minutes to prepare for the 5 am train - haven't wash our face let alone taking a bath plus we need to take a route to membakut. We really need to rush or we missed the earliest train !
As i recall that morning, Koyo was the loudest one for she keep telling us that we won't have enough time to take a bath + make over + bla3. Jade was playing the piano when she said "Cyeka we masuk together aa" . Jess just awake - same with f.mom. The two guys was walking without any purpose - i believe they are confusing themselves. Eyster was coming out from the toilet and now dominate the mirror. Midya was finding any suitable cloth to wear. F.dad was busy nagging us at the same time telling us to rush. Jade and me about to enter the bathroom when Ogy rush to come in and took her bath. With Ogy's act, jade and i automatically show a troll face and walk away. If i was a captain on a training period and the situation needs us to rush, i will pull Ogy out from the bathroom and force Ogy to go. I told Jade that. But then i realized that every person has a different demand. I can't demand her to be like me - which i can go anywhere right after i wake up from my bed. Actually i wished i can change that habit.
So, i washed my face at the kitchen's sink using any possible soap then prepared the DSLR after dry up my hands. It's about time to go - Koyo and me randomly took out any cloth and wear it right away - we haven't brush our teeth and Koyo haven't wash her face, let alone put any make up on our face. We decided to go just like that. And with that i began liking her ! *She managed to steal free time to wash her face and brush her teeth leaving me with my mess*
We jumped to the Land Rover back seat where the rubbish placed as well together with the two guy, Jess and Jade joined us a moment later. The place wasn't enough so she jumped and naively sat on Koyo's thighs. "Arrrgggghhhh u're making me pee on my pants" Koyo's spontaneous outcry made us laugh out loud. Soon i realized that i forgot my wallet and because of that, I didn't realized that i climbed up the all things and heard an applaud from the back as i rushed to the room, took my wallet and climbed back up to my back seat. So, the land rover roar and officially we were departing. We were laughing towards every foolish act this morning when f.dad said "we are running out of gas". Duh, the silence shot us. We don't know either we can reach the place on time or not.
Thank God, we manage to reach that place and actually, the train hasn't arrived yet. The ticket counter haven't open yet. Haha. So, we try to cover up the rush with our Uke's street jam (Eyster , Jade and me playing the Uke and Midya sings.) Well, i kinda like the feeling of rush and i begin to praise the Lord for the fun morning along the songs we sing :).
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Cyeka, the train is coming, Shoot it !!! f.mom sound in excitement. So we took the back seat and we started the train trip with some shoot from my dearest DSLR. Because the back seat is empty, so we are speaking and singing very loud as if the train is ours. We worship God together and end the morning worship by f.dad prayer. Everyone look very excited but in a different ways.
Jade and i took time to whisper and imagining our-self playing a role in Detective Conan's anime. As if every weird person come in, we'll automatically look each other and show a suspicious eyes and we'll mark em as a first and second and third suspect and so on. Pity them. Haha. As we enjoyed the moment, the conductor (is it right?) of the train come to collect our ticket and told us that the next train is 7.30 am, 1.30 pm and 5.00 pm. We looked each other for about 30 seconds before the laugh filled the room. We really thought that the next earliest train from Putatan is 9 a.m. So, it sounds funny if we reached Putatan and come back again. =.=
However, we decided to come back at 7.30 a.m . So, we managed to visit Putatan's Tamu and street jam a bit before come back to Beaufort. So, the next train was the old one - no air-cond , just a single fan for every room and left with windows open. It was very hot inside but i was enjoying the feeling, sitting together with Jade, Midya and Eyster, shooting from the train and look upon the other road. Now that i was inside the train, i was travelling using the road i never been before, i can see clearly from outside how was the road that i was in these while (when i was riding a car). I bring it to life's lesson that sometime, i need to try another possible road, out of my comfort zone. I know i might waste my time doing this thingy today but somehow it enabled me to taste another journey in life. To be out there, it'll added up a lot of experience that worth your time!
Another lesson learned when we landed at Beaufort. I saw a lot of people's characteristics along the trip. The one who walked alone without care about the others. The one who always try to show their best side. The one who walk through the hard path. The one who tried to impressed others by proving something they don't actually do. The one who needs a lot of care. The one who care sincerely and the one who care when they feel others are watching and bla3.
But above all, the most touching lesson was the moment we are walking through the Beaufort bridge. Jade and i walked behind a man with his daughter in his right and another plastic bags in his left hand. He walk fast but different from a normal people. It seems that his left leg was hurt that he didn't walk normally. Jade and i looked each other deeply. I know Jade was touched by his courage. So do i. I was telling God to bless that man, make his life easier and take care of all his needs. Jade never stop saying i pity him and we began to plan any possible way to entertain those kind of people with our might. I hope God listened to that desire so one day we can help or at least be their friend.
I know that kind of man i saw was real strong and that kind of man was someone made me remember my daddy. That moment, i want to hug the person and tell him that he was strong and i am proud of him. I want to help him hold his daughter and send them back home in a much easier way. If i have a power to cure his leg, i will do that on time. But, i simply cannot do that. My immaturity stops me from doing that. What if i got kicked? What if the person felt i am humiliating him? What if he think i am going to kidnap his daughter? ... All those questions come in and out of my mind. The courage he showed remind me of my daddy and it made me HOMESICK!
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So, what had happened at Beaufort little town can be summed up into a conclusion : It teaches me about friendship and life, a blessings through others hand, giving with joyful heart and to think before starting a relationship. It all does make a sense. And i need it very much!
Another lesson learned when we are heading back to hostel : Help people as much as you can and don't demand a return - i learned this well through friends chit chatting.
Thank God for the beautiful journey.
I am looking forward for another trip. Ciao.
Mr. Camera ,
*later*
XoXo
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