I don’t have much to say about Sunday’s morning. I thought it’ll
be another same Sunday. Who knows that this Sunday is a great change in my
life?
Mr. Amodd use to invite me to every ukulele occasion but I always
have that ‘reason’ not to join them. Actually that ‘reason’ disappoints me. I
want to join them badly but I don’t know why it happens together with another
important thing. I hate to decide. I hate to drop one of them.
This evening when Mr.Amodd called and inviting again I suddenly
felt ashamed. The event was a photo shooting and video-shoot at AVA-C studio
together with Keningau Ukulele Community. Frankly, I don’t have that courage to
show my talent in Ukulele. I am really a beginner and I know I won’t master the
chording for such short time. There I am thinking about all the negative side
of myself and sure it made me fall more and more low. I am fortunate because
Ms. Eyster got that courage to participate and we have Mr. Amodd waiting for us
at campus to go together!
I was lucky because I get along easily with the crews. Well,
my first impression was they are another version of glee, and I am happy I was
part of them. So, we spent the 1 hour for photo shooting and video-shooting
with a lot of fun. As I recall my turn to act on the stage, I suddenly blank
over again and I really don’t know what to do. The whole crew was laughing
happily seeing me act silly, teach me to pose but still I don’t know what to do.
*I was born to stay behind the lens, not in front – maybe*
I thanked Mr.Alan for giving us a space to practice along
with a little rule that I think wouldn't be a problem to us. Praise God for
sending us another angel to help us realize our dream- to strum, to laugh and
sing our joy together.
We spent time together strumming and having our evening meal
at De’café Restaurant before parting. I was so happy about the change I experienced
today. Thank God for that.
I thought I will sleep along with that happiness but who
knows that today was the first day I cry with all my heart on my new year. As I
cry, I didn't stop calling God’s name to take care of the person whom I love
the most. So, I guess it is a love AGAIN huh?
*If only you know that I lived my life everyday looking at
the short sentence ‘Get Well Soon =(‘*
That’s how I end my day.
Mr.Camera
Sorry for the bad quality guys. Was finishing this besides all the busy-ness thingy.
XoXo
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