So here comes the feeling of last day in IPG.
I don't know what to express actually.
I saw my friends took pictures, taking something as 'memory', leaving something, hugging, crying etc.
But i keep silent , laying here in my precious room and bed.
What did i feel actually?
I don't know.
I met Mira - a friend i used to call 'kurus' since 5 years before and we bowed a promise to keep on our shape , or in the other word - not getting fat anymore.
People are waving goodbye(s) but i prefer to locked myself in the room.
I don't want to say goodbye. I don't want anyone notice me here and hug me or say goodbye to me.
I don't want.
I prefer to go silently without anyone notice my presence.
I even plan to hide myself / at least sleep so no one will find me and say goodbye to me...
sigh.
Lot of things happen.
This is the place i grew up.
This is the place i learned a lot - mentally, emotionally, i understood true love then i learned to let go although my heart didn't accept , i learned to smile through circumstance, i get stronger, i was betrayed, i learn to keep living in a harmony etc etc etc....
Now that i finally will leave the place that i really wanted to leave before...
People packed up their things and start moving,
I am still laying with my unpacked things.
This feeling is _)(*&^%$!@#$%^*&()
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
I wonder what will bring me in the future.
I wonder how tomorrow will look alike.
I wonder ...
See You All Again.
Thank You IPG Kampus Keningau for helping me to grow up A LOT. REALLY A LOT !!!!!!!
XoXo
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